Expressing through a devine medium !!!!

Learning through the Times

2009-03-13T18:08:00.000+05:30

Sitting in a lecture,
But lost somewhere else,
Sometimes food, sometimes girls,
Sometimes cars and sometimes hair gels.
Pretending to understand,
What is being taught,
The mind is creating a poem,
Deeply lost in its thoughts.

Teachers speak something,
Which I rarely hear.
The trauma I face,
is getting tougher to bear.
A first bencher,
a few months back,
but now a seat in the rear
is all about I care.

The lines written here,
Make no real sense.
Don't blame me it is the subject
That makes me tense.
Am a a defiant kid
you may now feel,
who wants to have fun
at academic expense.

This is what many
And most people construe.
But am sorry, I've an altogether
Different point of view.
For me, the spring of thoughts,
Is a roller coast ride
Completely opens my mind,
And makes its gamut wide.

This line of thought
Has always had a pitfall,but
"THAT'S WHAT I LIKE"
Is my answer to all.
The time doesn't fly by,
Instead it tends to crawl.
Gauche, if not a back,
I would've been having a ball.

Ahaa !! The attendance time,
Is finally striving near,
Am full of ecstasy
And overwhelmed with cheer.
This is the priceless moment,
I have been craving for
So with this lecture clear
This stupid poem also ends here.

A Tragedy

2009-01-05T20:02:00.000+05:30

“With lots of luv and care,
me sealed a small wish;
may you triumph ever,
not just today, tomorrow,
or the day after that;
but forever.
Forgive me if you can,
But only parting can keep the song.
So let life go on
and on and on and on”

Those line s had I heard,
Or were figments of my imagination?
Doesn’t matter what you call it,
But it does matter when you say,
“Who said this?”
They meant something hard -
- Ways to be parted, and
- Memories to be erased.
- Feel everything unspoken, and
- Think something never thought.

Asked myself then,
Was my love farce?
Someone, Somewhere;
I didn’t know then,
Who, from where;
Shouted YES !!

Recalled then,
Every time that I kept her waiting,
Every moment that she missed me,
When I’d be near her,
Than watch Man-U ruin Chelsea.

Keen as I was, to mend my ways,
To make amends for all my mistakes;
Time was not on my part,
My life, my love,
was almost lost.

This poem is a tragedy in the truest sense of word !!! And I promise to prove you it is so in two different ways !!! Well just IMAGINE, if you have been in a relationship for a mighty seven years and suddenly, one fine day you open your eyes to reality - that your girl, who till now was so much yours as you were hers; is not your anymore. Now please stop imagining and come back to reality. I wish to catch the emotions of this particular moment and put them into words. But then everyone will question me, how come this poem is a tragedy in two senses. So let me clarify before hand, This is also a tragedy because I have again left it incomplete. I hope God gifts me some more patience and determination, so that I can complete all my half-done jobs, and not just that, but henceforth publish poems only after I have completed them.

You see !!

2009-01-03T20:20:00.000+05:30

My heart beats,
I don’t know why.
Why I’m sitting here,
Wanting to cry.
Cry for a reason,
A reason unknown.
Afraid too much emotion,
Has already been shown.
Shown to you,
How weak I am.
Holding back,
As much as I can.
Afraid to let,
Let you in.
To show whats deep down,
Beneath my skin.
My skin you see,
Hides it all.
And stops me from,
Allowing myself to fall.
To fall for you,
And all that you are.
Wanting to run,
Run somewhere far.
See I’ve been hurt,
Hurt before.
And no pain,
Do I want to endure.
Just give me a sign,
A sign you’re true.
And maybe I’ll let,
My feelings come to you.
I want to tear,
Tear down these walls.
And give you everything,
Give you my all.
So as you can see,
I like you too.
I just don’t wanna get hurt,
Hurt by you.

Reasons Why

2009-01-03T14:21:00.000+05:30

Our love is the long lasting kind;

We’ve been together quite awhile.

I love you for so many things,

Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile.

You accept me as I am;

I can relax and just be me.

Even when my quirks come out,

You think they’re cute; you let me be.

With you, there’s nothing to resist;

You’re irresistible to me.

I’m drawn to you in total trust;

I give myself to you willingly.

Your sweet devotion never fails;

You view me with a patient heart.

You love me, dear, no matter what.

You’ve been that way right from the start.

Those are just a few reasons why

I’ll always love you like I do.

We’ll have a lifetime full of love,

And it will happen because of you.

Musiq

2008-12-18T19:10:00.000+05:30

Listening to music is my escape

The lyrics take my away

The sound of the guitar

Helps erase the scars

On my heart

The songs are the soundtrack of my life

Filled with heartbreak

Filled with strife

Listening to music is my escape

The lyrics take her away

Me sings along to the lyrics

From the songs about my dreams

Me hums along to the music

From the songs about life being ripped at the seams

Listening to music is my escape

The lyrics take me far away.

You Matter

2008-12-17T18:54:00.000+05:30

In the end we only regret the chances we

didn't take.

The relationships we were scared to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.

There comes a time in your life when you

realise who matters,

who doesn't,

who never did and

who always will.

So dont worry about the people from the past.

There's a reason they didn't make it to your future.

It's only the people in your life now who matter.

And YOU matter to me.

Rhyme not words but feelings !!

2008-12-17T18:25:00.000+05:30

I am deeply madly in love with you.....

When I close my eyes I see you...

When I open them I want to see you...

My heart yearns for you....

I love you..always had..and always will

Till I die...and maybe after that also.

Death can take away my life but not the love

I have for you......

I love you till eternity.......

Even when you are 80 and cannot see anything clearly...u may need a stick to help you walk...u may be too weak to say anything but still I will love you the same way I do today.

You are my life and I can't live a moment

WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The next we are closer

2008-12-16T18:12:00.003+05:30

Just last night she looked me in the eyes

She said "I love you"

And Then we kissed in the rain,

I realize these moments make me insane.

Now today she isn't talkin'

Because I'm a "high-maintenance boy"

Who should be strong enough to deal with her words

And I'm Shouting

This is becoming a roller coaster

One minute we're far from love

The next we are closer

And I'm startin' to enjoy roller coasters.

Everyone thinks they understand

Tellin' me to find a better woman

But I couldn't leave you

Even if I wanted to.

This is becoming a roller coaster

One minute we're far from love

The next we are closer

And I'm startin' to enjoy roller coasters.

It's the thrill of the moment

Never knowing what comes next

I don't mind all the screamin' and cryin'

'Cause I know that in the end

You'll still be my woman.

This is becoming a roller coaster

One minute we're far from love

The next we are closer

And I'm startin' to enjoy roller coasters

You are

2008-12-16T06:58:00.000+05:30

When you're not here to share my days and nights,

My life is so incomplete

For you are my heart, my soul

The oneness I had known to seek

You are the keeper of my dreams,

The woman who holds my heart in her hand,

The one I want to spend my life with,

The one with whom I will always stand.

Stand beside through thick and thin,

Through all that life will throw our way,

Knowing that this special love we share,

Will guide us each and every day.

The journey was started long ago,

Before this time and place,

The journey of completeness,

As two hearts and souls embrace.

Forever is what I want you for,

For the search is at an end,

Our hearts have found each other,

As lovers, as soul-nmates, as friends.

Love like no upon

2008-12-15T18:18:00.001+05:30

She looked into his eyes

He whispers “Do you still want to fly?”

She nods her head with tears falling down her face

As he held her hand and they drove away from that place

Only seventeen

She had a hold on her dreams

Everything she would ever need

She saw in him.

Only eighteen

He never cared much about anything

Until he saw this girl

He knew that she was now his world.

And now they are running

From the eyes that have been accusing

From all of the emotional bruising

From the scars that are permanently there

So they can start anew

They don’t have to convince anyone

That their love is true

And she’ll be ninety one

And he’ll be ninety two

They’ll still be together

Two hearts in one world forever

U'll Understand

2008-12-15T18:05:00.000+05:30

I think you should know

That I am never letting you go

You're the one for me

If you think that I'm lying,

Just wait and see.

Every kiss makes me heart go faster.

Every hug makes me warmer.

Everytime I see your smile

My day gets better.

Everytime I look in your eyes

My love for you is stronger.

So be prepared, my love,

Because soon you'll understand

That you will always

Be my woman.

Engineers in the making.

2008-05-08T18:20:00.001+05:30

I had always wishd to capture the fantasies of college days in some form or the other.....i hd discarded the idea of a camera pretty early.....nd Gaurav(of College days fame) stole the option of a song.....so am left here wid dis option of a poem(hope i complete it b4 nyone tells me there already exists something of this sort)......bt i feel a sense of guilt; i donno why....nd hence i need to clarify that i dont patronise rhyming poems.....bt in order to give a racy feel to this poem i had to break my own barriers......nd yeah i am open to ideas nd situations dat u feel cud be important in this poem.......Nw dnt i bore u wid all dis philosophical stuff.....rathr move to the poem directly.....njoy....!!!

THESE DAYS...!!!
We rock, We grove;
We shock, We prove.
Come what in way,
Never stop we may.
Minors or majors,
Assignments in layers.
Damn hell gooes everything,
Worries us nothing.
We rock, We grove;
We shock, We prove.
Creating memories,
Rewriting histories.
Those several hands,
when in one tiffin lands.
Those several calls,
when birthday night befalls.
Those lecture bunked,
nd girlfrendz dumped......

U now need to tell me what all u would like to see here...soo that u could carry ur college days memories to work.Plz send ur comments here itself....

Prayed a prayer.

2008-05-08T17:55:00.001+05:30

Me did a prayer today,
Am sure God must have heard.

Me felt the answers in my heart,

Though no one spoke a word.

Me had,nt asked for wealth or fame,

He knew me needed nothing in kind.

Just asked him to send treasures,

That would never ever bind.

Me asked that he’d be near me,

At the start of each new day.

Grant me health and blessings,

Friends to lead my way.

Happiness I asked for,

In all things great or small

Ahaa, me missed out,

T’was for his loving care,

me prayed the most of all.

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U would categorize this one as a bit philosophical, but then I had to write this. ☻Not a big religious person, but I have full faith in God. I keep thanking him for giving me this wonderful life, instead of crying every now and then for something i don’t have. U’d nvr find me remembering god jus before an exam or anything like that, just coz, I believe, HE is near u, guiding u, helping u, if u have worked really hard. Neither do I blame Him for any bad incident. Again me is being a little too preachy☺, soo I’d better stop. Hope u enjoyed every bit of the poem☻. Watch out, as some more are up my sleeves.

YOU-Its only you

2008-05-01T20:36:00.001+05:30

Your friendship,

I’ll cherish forever.

I shared good things,

In life with you.

My joy doubled to know,

You feel good about them too.
I shared ‘not-so-good things’ too
Burden becomes easy
As you help me
Get past them softly
That’s the beauty of our relation;
It sails through good, bad, silly.

I trust our friendship,

And I trust thee.

And value very deeply

Whatever we share
In a life together
Of amity, joy, love and care.
Precious things are rare
To find, Precious people,but a few
Unabashed, I admit To me its only you.

Well, this one was a dedication to ritika, its long time back, when I wrote this for her. But am happy that it captures in totality the essence of our friendship, the way we complement each other. Thank You ritika for what you have been. Be like this forever.

The Gift Of Friends

2008-01-03T19:32:00.001+05:30

There are days when

bubbling from us comes

the innocent child within,

who giggles at the little things

and wears a silly grin.

There are days when

melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;

we have no strength to smile.

There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.

There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.

And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.

Live Thy Life

2007-12-12T20:36:00.001+05:30

How many times have you been pushed around?

Was anybody there?

Does anybody care?

How many times have your friends let you down?

Was anybody there?

Did anybody stare?

How many times have your friends let you down?

Just open up your heart

Just open up your mind

How many times has your faith slipped away?

Well, is anybody safe?

Does anybody pray?

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we're alive

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we'll survive

How many days have you just slept away?

Is everybody high?

Is everyone afraid?

How many times have you wished you were strong?

Have they ever seen your heart?

Have they ever seen your pain?

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we're alive

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we'll survive

She gets high

She gets lost

She gets drowned by the cost

Twice a day, every week, not a lie

how many times have you wished you were strong?

Have they ever seen your heart?

Have they ever seen your pain?

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we're alive

Oh, Life is waiting for you

So messed up, but we'll survive

She gets high

She gets lost

She gets drowned by the cost

Twice a day, every week, not a lie